The last week has been tough but I managed to get there (Thanks for the pep talks everyone!) 100 miles in 30 days.
That's 17 and a half hours of donning trainers, leggings and a sports bra and putting one foot in front of the other as fast as I possibly could.
That's 20 days out of 30 I managed to motivate myself to do more than just sit on the couch.
That's an unthinkable amount of blisters, sweat and tears.
And it was all worth it - over £500 raised for Macmillan cancer support. I am so thankful for these donations as they encouraged me to keep going and I know that someone will benefit hugely from this money, and because of the nature of cancer - probably someone I know.
Below is my running schedule (of course I had a spreadsheet ;) ) so you can see how much I did each day, and can see how much I slowed down when my motivation was at zero!
www.justgiving.com/emma-stow-outun - still accepting donations!!
I am nearly there. 12 miles left and three days to do it in. Literally everything hurts and I can't be bothered but the donations are somehow keeping me motivated
I've realised now what I am doing is actually impressive, so to give some context I've had a look at how far 100 miles actually is so you can see how much effort I've had to put in over the last few months.
So.
100 miles = 160.934 kilometres = 160,934 metres.
That means 100 miles is:
- 402.33 laps of an athletics track
- 5 trips across the channel between Dover and Calais
- 3.8 marathons
- 32 Race for Life 5 Ks
- The distance (as the crow flies) from Southend to Belgium
- It is 3.3 times the width (West to East) of the entirety of London
So - pretty damn far!
Please keep sponsoring, I'm hoping to finish up in 2 more runs. And then never run again.
So I am nearly at 80 miles and determined to get to 100. I currently feel quite sick and horrible and mentally I'm finding it tough because running as a sole form of exercise is dull as dishwater.
So to liven things up, welcome to the Legally Blonde soundtrack, and five tracks that keep me going.
1. Track 3: What you want.
Not only is this about girl is achieving something seemingly ridiculous and unreachable, she gets there with some support friends and family and also the over arching motivation of:
LOVE, I'M DOING THIS FOR LOVE
AND LOVE WILL SEE ME THROUGH
WITH LOVE ON MY SIDE I CAN'T LOSE.
And that is also my motivation. Love. Love for my mother, for my friends who have and are going through continued struggles, from finding clothes when you've only got one boob to coming to terms with the next stage of your treatment. Love for the mothers who have not survived. For the lady at work whose friend lost her battle at the age of 28 and left behind 3 children under 7 years old. The heartbreak I feel every time I hear the C word is what I'm doing this for.
2. Track 6: Positive
The title speaks for itself but this is also where Elle's friends step up even more to keep her up beat and on game. My girl Chloe who is also doing the Outrun challenge is my Greek Chorus in this <3
3. Track 10: So Much better
This track is the one I end up actually bursting outloud in the gym to and then continue an extremely enthusiastic lip sync to. I might look like a nutter but it usually comes about 40 minutes into my run when I'm dying.
This song embodies everything I've felt over the last month, I've improved myself physically and mentally, I'm proud of the miles I've run and touched by the generosity of the donaters so far.
I feel So. Much. Better.
4. Track 11: Whipped into shape
Speaks for itself. I will always be a bit wobbly but I strongly believe that physically (and mentally) you need to whip yourself into shape and aim to be the best that you can be
Come on Emma, you heffer
5: Track 13: Bend and snap
Look at my ass, look my thighs, I'm catnip to the guys, they chase my tail, they drool and pant, wanna touch this but they can't... All the boys wanna come and play, snap my fingers and they obey, Why do they follow me around all day? Watch me while I walk away
Ah the first words out of everyone's mouths... Why are you doing this?
Well below are a list of reasons to help you understand:
1. I have the uncontrollable need to compete with myself
2. Raising money for charity is a good thing
3. I strongly believe that for people to donate what you're doing needs to meet two criteria: a) it needs to be something ridiculous and stretching for you PERSONALLY (and for someone with a decent level of fitness that means more than a few k. And b) the charity needs to be something people can personally care and relate to.
4. I do not have enough spare cash to give as much to charities as I would like
5. It was free to sign up
6. I quite like the attention
7. I have witnessed first hand how amazing the Macmillan nurses are and how much support they offer to patients and sufferers of the big C
8. As I write this a beautiful and lovely lady I know who has been an amazing friend to my hubby over the years is waiting for biopsy results, which is scary and terrifying and it gives me even more motivation to keep going.
9. Marriage has made my legs wobbly.
10. The ultimate satisfaction thatI've raised over £250 so far and only halfway there!!!
So there you go, thank you for the admiration and donations, keep them coming!
There are several things I had forgotten about running regularly in the last two years:
1. Oh my days the blisters
2. It's boring
3. Oh my days the blisters
4. Several days spent walking like an old woman with incontinence
5. Oh my days the blisters
So in summary of my first week, my feet are basically two large blisters and my runs are already getting slow due to tiredness and the fact it is literally hotter than Ibiza today, but at least I can remember it's a bit more tortoise and a lot less hare this time. Over 25% of my top target isn't bad in seven days, I'm working on the theory I can peter off more towards the end of the month.
My new house is also not ideally located for mid length runs, this morning I found myself jogging aimlessly in circles around water fountains just to get my mileage up. It was quite a nice morning though and a trip down memory lane of many sunny afternoons with my grandparents as a child. One of whom I lost to cancer before we even knew she had it.
So please keep donating, a lovely friend of mine has also been through surgery just this week, and a chance screening and quick work from doctors will have hopefully nipped it in the bud for her. I will keep running and keeping praying, all you need to do is donate a little cash.
